Simplified ConfuJINism in Reality

It’s just another lousy day I guess. Why? coz it’s the weekday. Actually nowadays it seems like everyday is sorta-kinda-lousy-damnish-stoopid-way is a crappy day. Wonder what the hell changed my preception of the world with it’s bright sunshine in the sky, lovely morning breeze, birds chirping, and all those lovey-dovey-peaceful stuff……turned into a gloomy, dark, cloudy, wet and moody kinda day. It use to be good while it lasted…..now it’s all gone….sounds corny but hell it’s the truth.

I think I pinpointed what the hell is bugging me…….it’s this damn lousy back-ache that’s been making me feel crappy all the time. It’s as though i’ve been stabbed….literally in my lower lumbar region. While some of you wise ass cracks that it might be from too much sex & shagging non-stop (which is quite a feat that I would like to keep a tight lip about, eh ) I can dispel all that off in one brush of a hand. Why so confident and innocent? Simple…..I ain’t been getting any honey if you know what I mean? And NO i have not been keeping myself busy playing "pass the sausage" with my own hands….I am a healthy hetero-male but nonetheless i’m not a damn sexed up perv that is so damn desperate……….Not yet though :p

Anyway, back to the damn back pain near my waist….I’m thinking of having it checked out, but the darn thing has like a tempermental side to itself. It’s painful in the morning, which just spoils the rest of my mood for the day. It’s also painful after lunch…just about when you’re building momentum to keep working to avoid felling sleepy and get caught with your pants down…..ummm I meant get caught catching a 40-wink in the office. Lastly, it’ll act up again in the late nights…thus giving me a hard time trying to get some very much needed shuteye and rest. So, I just don’t know how to go see a doctor and tell him ….. "Doc, ummmm I kinda have this tempremental back-ache that’s bugging me when it feels crappy….thus making me feel crappy too". Which doc would just even take you seriously on that note? Next thing he might be telling you "Oh, it’s simple, we just gotta cut you open and straighten your spine & back, that’s all". I’m sure he is joking while telling you that with a very straight face…………darn fucker must be trying to hold his laughter in for pulling that kinda joke on you………next you know……you’ll hear a silent hissing fart sound. Why? Coz the asshole was trying hard to hold back his laughter…..it seeps thru the cracks of his fat ass……Voila! the release of silent gas from the ass. (hey, that rhymes!)

Anyway, after much deliberation, I did see a doctor for treatment. Nothing to it he say. Just didn’t sleep well enough thats all. I was like Duhhh…i got a back pain doc, of course I cant sleep well. Now fix me! He gave me some pain-killers and some other medication i can’t even remember what. I think it was only the damn pain-killers that helped. Just hope that I don’t get addicted to them…..else you’ll see me be walking around town with a bleeding hand/toe/finger/ear….what ever cut and not feel it even. Yikes! that’s damn scary….it’s like a dead Zombie that’s alive! (wait, a zombie IS a dead person, so does that make a dead Zombie an alive one? And if it’s alive then an alive dead zombie is really a dead one? ….. fuck it’s confusing even to me, the ConfuJINism Master) I think the drugs are slowly rotting my mind. I think I’m really losing it. Let me rest & recuperate….My brain cells need to grow back.

Oh hell, there goes the wasted mind of another brilliant "would be"…..What are "would be"s? ……These are people that could have/would have been something/someone special which would have made an impact on life & history. It’s like the answers to all of the BIG "IF" questions.

Another day………Another "would be" bites the dust………slowly we become inundated with swarms of idiots…….sigh

It’s been a long hiatus break for me………..my last post was in Feb 2006…..almost 3 months.
I have said that blogging is only for those with thoughts to pen and share……..while others just blog for the sake of blogging.
It’s hard work and takes passion, dedication as well as a good grasp of the communication medium, namely English.

Well, enough of that crap…………..got that out of my system……and now on to Business.
What’s important? Well nothing in fact just that

I’m BACK, BACK, BACK, BACK…………………BACK!!!

I’m FREAKING BACK……………It’s been awhile and I hope I have more fresh ideas now that I’m in a new country with fresh new environment, surroundings and what’s more…………..New Babes……..grrrrrrr, Just Kidding……but new & diverse people.

You all must be wondering what’s been up with the ConfuJINism Master after a hiatus of 3 months? Well here is a brief timeline of stuff that went on……..I’ll try to blog on a few interesting ones. Don’t worry, you’ll know what and where and how with who plus why ;p

• After CNY 2006, the annual relatives meet up…….I kinda felt the nostalgia that envelops everyone ones in a while has more to it than we give credit to. The ties of a family is nothing to be taken lightly.
• I turned down the MNC offer to work in singapore at the eleventh hour….and thus have sealed my future fate with that MNC……successfully committed so called "career suicide"
• Transfer offer to Singapore office ………. Ultimatum given…….decision made………consequences…….well duhh…here I am aren’t I??
• But before that, April was a not all turmoil and confusion…….Had a great opportunity to travel to the States. Went to Hollywood, Los Angeles with my colleague, Andrew. Took in the sites…Hollywood boulevard, Kodak theater, Gruman’s Chinese theater, the Hollywood sign (from afar), and  spent an entire day at Universal Studios. Not to mentioned we stop over at Hong Kong Kai Tak International airport prior.
• Actually, Hollywood was just a short stop, the appetizer. The real meat was Las Vegas for a whole week. Yup you read it right…….Las Vegas babe…….the sinful city. I’ll try my best to blog alittle about both the trips. Needless to say it was AWESOME!
• The timeline within my return from US and my departure for Singapore was like just 5 days to pack and make arrangements. That was a hectic schedule……….I loved it
• Within a week arriving in Singapore, I found myself back in Malaysia for a well deserved R&R……the trip that the gang has been looking forward to since the day we planned it. Where & What am I talking about? It was Bangkok in May 2006…………the result? it was a trip that WILL go down in our gang’s history books………more to come I assure you and the gang reading this. I realise that it don’t matter where the place……..it’s the company that counts.
• Well the month of May came & went by with nothing estatic happening except that the single Biggest news that changed my life is about to change it again. What could be more bigger than me having to move down to Singapore? Well, the new boss will be leaving us for a better offer. I was like OMG……here I was just slowly getting accustom to my new surrondings….and wham, it gets shook up by a tsunami of sorts.
• Early June came & I was back once again for another important day……My Bee’s birthday. Well I had been looking forward to this as I had thought of the perfect gift plus it also helps that I was missing her so much…. it’s like an icy dagger slicing through my soul. I had the perfect gift (I meant I hope I did). So? what is this so-called perfect gift? It was a 0.21ct 3 diamond ring. Many of you might refute me and say that it was nothing. Given the circumstances, I still hold my ground and say it is. There’s always the saying that "Diamonds are a girl’s best friend" and that cliche "Diamonds are forever". Don’t misunderstood the gesture, it was meant as a birthday gift…….and purely at that, nothing more.

In a brief nutshell…..that kinda covers the important events for the last 3 months. Now it’s June…….only one things matters…..all the way till 9 July 2006.

It’s WORLDWIDE FOOTBALL FEVER…….It’s the 2006 WORLD CUP in Germany……….Joga Bonito